Francesca Lia Block says put yourself in every character you write but how can I when she’s already written every part of me in every character she’s ever created? I am Ruby and I am La and I am Berry Rodriquez and Elodie Sweet and Valentina and Echo, especially Echo. I am Echo with my mousy hair and my pinched features and small frame and no father and hating every single part of myself and so completely lost.
- wearethesea
“My stomach made noises like a cat as I curled up under the blankets. I did not shut my eyes. I did not wat to see what was there in my head-the naked body, all bones and whiteness. I could not escape the voice that easily.
I will not eat cakes or cookies or food. I will be thin, thin, pure. I will be pure and empty.
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I had tried not to let my father know about the cat in my stomach, the way my skin bruised at a touch, the metallic ache of my teeth. How the only thing that made me feel calm was seeing the scale register less and less weight.
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Anonymous asked: can i have you as my boyfriend and a sponsor?
What